"What would you do if you saw him right now?" Is what was whispered to me. Shopping in the next town over, buying more clothes and shit I didn't need. I saw you there. And you saw me. The person who tore me down and made me feel broken. You. My predator. My stalker. My … Continue reading You Saw Me
What makes me do the stupid fucking things I do? I keep making poor decisions... and then carefully walking on eggshells praying they don't come back to bite me in the ass. I feel like I'm doing these things to punish myself. Which is pushing myself farther into depression. I have become somewhat of a … Continue reading Drinking Buddies
I'm going on a trip in January... I'm going there to see two great guys. One I've never met in person, and one is a longtime best friend. Military boys. I absolutely cannot fucking wait to sit on the beach. It's only December and I'm already begging for fucking warmth and sun. These snow covered … Continue reading Warmth
I thought I lost you, And now you're back.I grieved for you,And here you are.I needed you,And you weren't there.But...I still love you,For the person you are.I still want you,In my life.I need you,To stay here with me.And...I pray you fucking stay.