So here's to moving on,After you burnt me like a molotov.I've realized what I was missing all along,Ever since your drug has worn off.I can put my heart back together alone,Because I'm done with all the fucking lies.So don't worry about hearing from me again,They'll be no more fake goodbyes.
I'm trying to figure this all out,But nothings coming to my mind.I'm remembering all our mistakes,But the memories with them were a good time.I was terrified to tell you,That I loved you but you needed to let me go.I just need to work on myself right now,And it's something I can only do on my … Continue reading Me Doing Me
I canShut the blinds.I canShut my eyes.But I just can'tShut off my fucking mind.
Let me caress you,With tender strokes.Let me feel you,With gentle wisps.Let me hold you,With a firm grasp.Let me love you,With a careless flow.Let me touch you,Like the way I paint a sky.
Two halves of a broken heart.Coming together before they fall apart.Beating as one,With a rhythmic love. In perfect symmetry,That can't be undone.
In the morning,When we wake...I'll be sober.Will you stay?
My own reflectionWas making me sick.Deceptions around meWere moving too quick.The emotions in my headWanting me to quit.Loving others before myselfAnd I almost lost it.I know my own fateIs at my fingertips.Now I need to stop this cycleOf my own apocalypse.
Right now...I want to be sitting there with you again...On the patio with our white rockers. Watching the constellations travel above us.Under the most pristine night sky.Completely unmarred by light pollution.I want to be gazing there with you again...The moon sitting high off the horizon.Spread out like a vast canvas.Painted midnight blue.Perfectly studded with stars.I … Continue reading Sunset Beach
Strike a matchWatch it smoke.Hold my handPull me close.Whisper to meWhat I want to hear.Then take that matchAnd place it here.Push it hardInto my skin.Watch me screamThen watch me grin.
I've been texting you for an hour,But nothing has been sent.Just writing.Just erasing.Just crying.I want to know that you're okay,But I need to refrain myself.From asking.From intruding.From speaking.I fucking miss you so much,But I'm trying to be strong.Be unwavering.Be smart.Be tough.I want you back in my life so damn badly,But we need to end this … Continue reading Abstaining