Trying

I can make you happy for a while,
Make you smile for a little,
While I pretend like my heart isn't broke.

You think I'm perfect for a minute,
Funny for just a second,
Until I turn into a fucking joke.

I'm trying to stay positive,
But this is not an easy way to live,
My head filled with every word you spew.

You say you really love me,
Then you say your going to leave,
And there's nothing I can do to stop you.

This conversation is getting ugly,
This dream is turning into a chore,
I hope you can find what you're looking for.