You saw me
when I couldn’t see myself.
You adored me
when I thought I was unlovable.
You caught me
the second you saw me start to fall.
You saved me
when I thought I was unsalvageable.
So I will be here for you.
Not because I feel like I owe you…
but because I love you just as much.
Tonight I’m
missing you…
and everything we
used to do.
And maybe
somewhere inside you…
you’re missing me
just a little bit too.
Sometimes memories
run through my mind
at night like images on
a movie reel…
And I wish I could hit pause
to relive these moments
just one more time…
But like a winding collage
they just spin…
When my legs fall asleep I like to see how fast I can walk.
I know… it’s a dangerous game and incidents can/do occur. 😉
I will not let you break me,
or take away my flame.
I will prevail past tomorrow,
and feel no fucking shame.
Why can’t you
just leave it alone?
There’s nothing
left to say…
It’s already cut
down to the bone,
With nothing more
to scrape away…
It was a
web of lies
so intricately
spun…
I couldn’t
tell where it
ended…
Or how it
had even
begun.
I’m left
with regret,
and I’m left
with remorse…
But no apology
will matter,
until acceptance
runs it’s course…
I just did something that I thought I was never going to do…
I started watching Tiger King on Netflix…
And now I’ve become addicted. 🙄
I just can’t
understand when
people tell
me to rest...
How can I
stop my mind
from running
til it’s out of breath?
