This year has been nothing that I could have imagined... A year filled with bushfires, an awkward election, racism at it's finest, and an unexpected pandemic. And although all of that has been super fucking great... I am so damn ready for this next year to begin. Although I wish that the majority of this … Continue reading 2020
I'm tired of seeing faces covered with dirty masks... All emotion now hidden by cotton subtasks.
Pieces and parts. Remnants and remains. Fragments of the past... Bound to me like chains.
As we walked the lantern broke... And our flame became darkness.
I've become blinded to my own reflection... Clear beauty miraged by my own self-deception.
You put me on stage as your marionette with stringed limbs pulled at your desire... And I was complacent until the moment I realized... I never needed you as my fucking sire.
My mirror must just be mistaken. It's flimsy glass full of errors and deformations... Innocently creating ripples and alterations. It just has to be the reason why that the beautiful girl you see... Is nowhere close to the same girl that's appearing only to me.
Fears of the future keep crossing my mind... So I ponder every way that I may slow the time.
Like a whisper your memory resides in my mind. So soft and so faded... A ghost stuck in time.
They asked me whether or not she could still hear... So I held my phone patiently against a dying woman's ear...