There's people I'll always remember, and there's people I want to forget... But in my mind you're borderline... Just a blurry silhouette.
There were summer nights where it was only you and me... Listening to the crickets... And each other breathe.
So... I haven't just written and vented for awhile. Lately it's been hitting me more and more that I need to make a decision with my life. The decision being "kids". I keep questioning my purpose in the world. Am I really meant to procreate? Or is being childless best for my mental and physical … Continue reading 1/4 Life Crisis
Sometimes I catch myself looking at the patio outside my kitchen window... Knowing that those bricks once held us as we laid together under Orion's belt...
This silence has been so much louder than words... And these thoughts in my head will never be unheard.
This time last year we stopped communication... But not a single day has passed without you crossing my mind.
My fingers dig hard into the wheel, as I remember those hands that I can still feel. And I swear it's like I still see you here... With your blonde hair, hazel eyes, and lightly freckled ear. But when I blink, you'll disappear, and I'll begin to coast... Missing you riding shotgun even if you're … Continue reading Apparition
Maybe everything's not quite as I remember in my head... Could it be so warped and twisted? My reality subconsciously misread?
You flatter with half-truths and manipulate with lies... Only to get yourself in-betweensome lonely girl's thighs...
As the sandpipers scurried across the sand, we walked together interlocking our hands... And with our fingers laced, I began to brace... For what we knew was coming ahead.