How can one snuff out another's life as effortlessly as a wick on a candle without any remorse, regret, or thoughts of repercussions?
I think that by nature we gravitate to those who mirror our emotions. Those of us who are lost and grasping for comfort seem to be drawn to those also desperate for connection... Only to find our own condolences in the reassurance we give.
If you still read my words... I've labeled these past two years as emotionally chaotic and bountiful in mistakes. Although the majority of these situations overflowed with beneficial life lessons, there's one painful regret that I can't let go of. I regret that in my fucked up attempts to cope with my own traumas, I … Continue reading MJL
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Sometimes I feel like life is just some sick joke on all of us. The purpose of humanity is to do one thing right? We're supposed to survive. Yet here we are... spending our entire fucking lives trying to do everything and anything we can to make it to another day... still knowing that we … Continue reading Purposeful Survival
So... I haven't just written and vented for awhile. Lately it's been hitting me more and more that I need to make a decision with my life. The decision being "kids". I keep questioning my purpose in the world. Am I really meant to procreate? Or is being childless best for my mental and physical … Continue reading 1/4 Life Crisis
This year has been nothing that I could have imagined... A year filled with bushfires, an awkward election, racism at it's finest, and an unexpected pandemic. And although all of that has been super fucking great... I am so damn ready for this next year to begin. Although I wish that the majority of this … Continue reading 2020
Recently I was given the task of writing my story for Kate Duff's magazine 'Audacity' (links below). So now that it's published... here it is...I am currently sitting on the edge of my bed, staring at a blank grey wall, wondering how I even begin to tell my story. Honestly, I’ve been trying to think … Continue reading My Story
So an amazing woman named Kate Duff (who writes A Thousand Bits of Paper ) has recently started an online magazine. This magazine was created by Kate to promote diversity and to spread inspirational stories which spotlight many beautiful artists/poets/writers/creators. About a month ago Kate reached out to me and gave me the opportunity to take my … Continue reading Audacity
Last night my patient was told she had two months to live. Maybe more, maybe less... She sat there listening to what the doctor had to say about her poor prognosis, tears building behind her eyes. He tenderly answered her questions, leaving her no more further scenarios to ponder within her bald head. He left. … Continue reading Two Months