Tonight I stood crying
silent tears in the shower,
my anger and sadness
mixed in with the water.

When I stepped out and dried
myself off in the mirror,
my eyes held emotions
that couldn’t be clearer.

They held the hatred for him
and all he did upon me,
including the revenge in my head…

I wish he could see.

Truth #30

I completely suck at letting people go…

I self-sabotage myself from moving on from relationships in my life by replaying old memories, looking at photographs, and listening to music that was mutually loved.

Dwelling on my past friendships will do nothing to bring them back so why do I keep doing this to myself?!?! True friends will ultimately come back into my life (even if it takes fucking years) so I need to be patient and let fate take the wheel (however hard it may be).

Some people just aren’t meant to stay in our lives forever. People move on… and I need to work on moving on too.