When you come to mind air becomes non-existent. I'm just left gagging and gasping from an invisible hand that only releases enough to prevent my complete suffocation. But still I think of you.
If I close my eyes and hold my breath, I can imagine myself back besides you. Within that moment I'm backfloating in your scent, drowning in your touch, and backstroking in your presence. But as soon as I relax and try to take a breath, I'm sucked back into the present... Once again left only … Continue reading Drowning
My fingers dig hard into the wheel, as I remember those hands that I can still feel. And I swear it's like I still see you here... With your blonde hair, hazel eyes, and lightly freckled ear. But when I blink, you'll disappear, and I'll begin to coast... Missing you riding shotgun even if you're … Continue reading Apparition
You flatter with half-truths and manipulate with lies... Only to get yourself in-betweensome lonely girl's thighs...
As you left I laid my head upon the dock... Then I smothered out my cigarette... On your empty bottle top.
The taste of me is sure to leave pure bitterness on your tongue... Because then you'll know I'm sober... And that'll ruin all your fun.
It still astounds me how fast and unforgiving fate's hands can be. How can a life be so quickly and relentlessly taken... Without any fucking remorse?
Sheets trap our heat with nowhere to go, and I secretly pray that you don't go slow. Please tangle your fingers in my hair my dear, and I'll say everything that you're dying to hear.
Too many words create thoughts you will miss... But if you pick out the vowels... You'll see my abyss.
You put me on stage as your marionette with stringed limbs pulled at your desire... And I was complacent until the moment I realized... I never needed you as my fucking sire.