It Will Change

I need to
let all these
worries fade…

Because nothing
is permanent
or here to stay.

That's Not You

Even after
the hurtful words
you threw so free…

I can never
hate you because
that’s just not me…

But I am
disappointed
that you can’t see…

That you’re becoming
the person you
never wanted to be.

Excuses

You know
I’m not
the reason
that you
feel this way…

So take
a moment
and think of
something
new to say...

Flame

I may wear
my past upon
my skin…

But my fire
still burns on
within.

Truth #15

Last September, I drunkenly made a time capsule one night when my kitchen was being remodeled. I filled a box with random stuff, pictures, and a note with probably too much personal information (basically everything about me minus my social security number). I secretly hid it in the insulation of a wall before my contractor closed it up.

I’m still deciding if this was a great idea… or a fucking fire hazard…

It’s probably just a fire hazard though. 🙂

Truth #14

One night a few years ago, after I had lost about a hundred pounds, I was standing naked in front of the mirror. I was doing something and I caught a glimpse of something on my back… I automatically thought it was a fucking wood tick and screamed. I hate fucking ticks.

So, my mom comes in (I’m still naked) and she’s like wtf is wrong?! and I yell “there’s a fucking tick on my back!” So she’s looks at my back…

It was a fucking large freckle.

This was the moment I had lost enough weight to finally see an undiscovered freckle on my back. Now that’s all I can think of when I see it.

You’re welcome for this story. 😉

My Canvas

Let me caress you,
With tender strokes.

Let me feel you,
With gentle wisps.

Let me hold you,
With a firm grasp.

Let me love you,
With a careless flow.

Let me touch you,
Like the way I paint a sky.

Rescue Me

Come rescue me,
I feel broken tonight.
Lay me down gently,
Shine me with your light.

Make me feel something,
Anything at all.
Breathe life into me,
Please…
Before I fucking fall.