I keep wondering... Did you somehow complete me like some incongruent puzzle? Or did I solve myself after you left me alone to struggle?
Just when I thought it was over... The undertow sucked me back in. So now I'll be dragged, jerked, and drowned... As punishment for another fucking sin.
Fragments of myself have been hovering, Suspended above me in my own abyss of isolation. And all this time I've been trying so hard to grab ahold of them, Repeatedly reaching out in acts of desperation. But every time I grasped to catch them... My own touch had just pushed them farther away.
When you're staring across the room what do you see? Is it really only her... Or are you just imagining me?
During the day, I have a map. A crisp, well designed, detailed map which I may drift from, but soon come back to follow. During the night I have a compass. A rusted, cracked, loose screwed compasswhich I try to follow, but the magnetism is off.So West becomes East, and North becomes South... And I'm … Continue reading Directionless
It was a web of lies so intricately spun... I couldn't tell where it ended... Or how it had even begun.
You dipped yourhands into my soul,and finger-paintedyour hopes and dreams.Now your fears and desireshang on display,and you've made yourselfinto a work of art.
I'm losing control of everything around me, and only I am to blame. All I've ever known is changing, and I just want it to stay the same. I'm now slipping through the cracks, of a floor I thought was so strong. I'm holding on to everything around me, knowing it'll be gone before too … Continue reading Gone