I forever hope that a piece of you remains somewhereinside of me... And I pray that one sliver of youis better than what I currently see.
Honestly I still think about you every single day... and I still mouth all the words I wish I could say.
Over time I fear I will forget all the little things about you. The fine lines around your eyes. The hazel green of your irises. The blonde hair upon your arms. The fading ink of your tattoos... But even though I may forget all theselittle things... I know I will never forget the way you … Continue reading Loved
Patchouli, sandalwood, musk and cigarette smoke. Seemingly simple scents... That transport me right back into my memories with you.
I want it back... But I can't ask for it back. So I'll buy a replacement... And I'll hope and pray it feels the same way it felt when I was with you.
Tonight I'mmissing you...and everything weused to do.And maybesomewhere inside you...you're missing mejust a little bit too.
Every time you leave,I notice thatI hold my breathuntil you return.But now,I sit here justsuffocatingand it reallyfucking burns.
I wish I could hate you,as much as you hate me.But I still love you,just as much as you despise me.
I've been texting you for an hour,But nothing has been sent.Just writing.Just erasing.Just crying.I want to know that you're okay,But I need to refrain myself.From asking.From intruding.From speaking.I fucking miss you so much,But I'm trying to be strong.Be unwavering.Be smart.Be tough.I want you back in my life so damn badly,But we need to end this … Continue reading Abstaining
I'll be fine. Tell me what you need to say, then please go on your fucking way. I'm going to be fine. I'll just be living my life, thinking about you everyday.