Honestly I still think about you every single day... and I still mouth all the words I wish I could say.
When the storm closes in and the lightning finally strikes... Will you hold me a bit closer or reach for the knife? Just know I'll understand if you do decide to smite... Because I was the thunder that led to this night.
I'm left with regret, and I'm left with remorse... But no apology will matter, until acceptance runs it's course...
How about this?Lets rewind time,To the moment we fucked up.Lets change our mistakes,Then fast forward to the present.Then lets hit record,To remember what to prevent.Sound good to you?
I'm trying to figure this all out,But nothings coming to my mind.I'm remembering all our mistakes,But the memories with them were a good time.I was terrified to tell you,That I loved you but you needed to let me go.I just need to work on myself right now,And it's something I can only do on my … Continue reading Me Doing Me
What makes me do the stupid fucking things I do? I keep making poor decisions... and then carefully walking on eggshells praying they don't come back to bite me in the ass. I feel like I'm doing these things to punish myself. Which is pushing myself farther into depression. I have become somewhat of a … Continue reading Drinking Buddies