Tonight I stood crying silent tears in the shower, my anger and sadness mixed in with the water. When I stepped out and dried myself off in the mirror, my eyes held emotions that couldn't be clearer. They held the hatred for him and all he did upon me, including the revenge in my head...I … Continue reading Steaming
When you locked me outyou didn't throw away the key. You just hid it from my sight... Underneath what laid right in front of me.
I flied free until you caught me in your mason jar... My light restrained to your compact glass world. I fluttered against the walls you kept me within... Imprisoned alone and nakedly observed.
Rusted metal and frosted glass stained with my inner desires. Bottled, sealed, and packed away... Stored with the rest you've acquired.
I wanted you to uncover those memories, like weeds in a flower bed. I was hoping you'd find the good ones... But I'm afraid you found the bad ones instead.
Last night you failed to pollute my dreams with your familiar face... And I awoke feeling refreshed and freed from by your ghostly embrace.
Go ahead. Bottle up your broken promises and empty oaths... Seal it tight with glue made from your ghosts. Hide it safe and don't ever let it shatter... Your words to me will never fucking matter.
I don't know how many times you've been broken. I don't know from how high you have fallen. I don't know how you got where you are now. But I do know one thing... I will stand and fight with you.
I have used my past to validate my actions. I have used my faults to excuse my circumstances. I have used my traumas to justify my mistakes. But now I must use my time to face my reality... And no longer dwell on things I cannot change.
The heart was made to be covered over the years by notches, nicks, indents, and scratches... Every pore and crevice created one by oneto forever hold a piece of every story.