Absently she peers into a memory, with empty eyes and an eyebrow arched... Stubbornly lost in the same thoughts... That never went away.
She has blank stare with red-rimmed eyes... And a clouded head with glazed-over replies.
Sometimes I feel like life is just some sick joke on all of us. The purpose of humanity is to do one thing right? We're supposed to survive. Yet here we are... spending our entire fucking lives trying to do everything and anything we can to make it to another day... still knowing that we … Continue reading Purposeful Survival
Like a flick of a switch she's gone. Desolate and lost in her own head. Quietly questioning... Compulsively contemplating... And savagely sifting... Through every last fragment of her mind.
So... I haven't just written and vented for awhile. Lately it's been hitting me more and more that I need to make a decision with my life. The decision being "kids". I keep questioning my purpose in the world. Am I really meant to procreate? Or is being childless best for my mental and physical … Continue reading 1/4 Life Crisis
You burnt down our bridge and left me with nowhere to go... Now I'm lost in the embers... With white ashes falling slow.
I close my eyes and try to picture everything that happened in those moments... But time has already begun to blur the details... Swiftly and without condolence.
I just finished a book that literally felt like my own personal memoir... I have read thousands of books... thousands... and I have never ever read a book where the characters, plot lines, and relationships were so unmistakably similar to my own life and relationships. It's even more mind blowing that a simple novel could … Continue reading Where Love Lies
Decades from now,when all normality is regained...Will we have forgotten what we learned?Or will thesemoments stay ingrained?
Every night, These thoughts weigh heavy on my mind. Every morning, I shut them up and push them aside.