2019

Summer of 2019 belongs to me... years away yet somewhere in-between. Friends with scooters and spilt milkshakes... tobacco shops and drunken mistakes. Uber drives in new scented cars... with unlikely dives at classy gay bars. Cigarette butts and cold wind nights... hotel keys and blurred city lights. Crooked smiles and shitty leftovers... With a pancake …

Abstaining

I've been texting you for an hour,But nothing has been sent.Just writing.Just erasing.Just crying.I want to know that you're okay,But I need to refrain myself.From asking.From intruding.From speaking.I fucking miss you so much,But I'm trying to be strong.Be unwavering.Be smart.Be tough.I want you back in my life so damn badly,But we need to end this …